merely relevance with herself; DeLiNe

Damn! Recently there are a few things seems to be bothering me right now.
Combination of all together; Family, works and personally wise.
But comes to my working time, I shouldn't be affected. I'm fine with it. Try not to think so much.
My parents just can't understand me somehow,
Dad's condition has been gone through from bad to good and now its good to bad. Damn!
I've been working freaking hard for de results but now everything turns useless.
Why?? With doctor's advice; He's supposed to lose weight and get a long rest cause of his leg has been swollen for quite sometimes.
Gosh! My mum seems to be not very co-operate with me, regardless of saying my dad.
In a way, I feels like going somewhere else just to get me a breathe.
As de eldest daughter of this family, What should I do?? I need a shoulder.


~^* I'm empty now, DeLiNe *^~